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"Dear Diary, Today I stuffed some dolls full of dead rats I put in the blender." -JTHM
Not as confused.
So, after Chris saw the previous blog we had a nice conversation about everything. What I said in the blog wasn't really anything new to him, it was essentially the summarization of many conversations we've had before. And it's silly how typing it out provides more of a reaction from him than speaking it to him. So besides the fact that there wasn't anything new to discuss, it was good to come to a general understanding about everything.
I guess because he sees me the most, I get the brunt of all of his bad moods; which is reasonable. And whenever he insults me it is usually him associating an irrational generalization of people specifically with me. Which is wrong on his part, but he realizes that. And understanding it/realizing it is half the battle.
So: since we both like each other and want to continue working at it, it's worth all the bad shit (in the simplest of terms).
I was incredibly mad this morning, so I vented: without mentioning the good aspects. But yeah... the good outweighs the bad. xP
I guess because he sees me the most, I get the brunt of all of his bad moods; which is reasonable. And whenever he insults me it is usually him associating an irrational generalization of people specifically with me. Which is wrong on his part, but he realizes that. And understanding it/realizing it is half the battle.
So: since we both like each other and want to continue working at it, it's worth all the bad shit (in the simplest of terms).
I was incredibly mad this morning, so I vented: without mentioning the good aspects. But yeah... the good outweighs the bad. xP
I'll Die Drowned By Your Standards
And In The Distance There's A Gathering That No Longer Seems So Far Away
